The following was published in the quarterly newsletter to patients,
survivors, and family members by Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer
Center. I was treated their for the first cancer I had, thyroid cancer,
in my late twenties. I appreciate all the staff of Bridges, and the
doctors and nurses who cared for me there. I hope you enjoy the story.
As I looked up at the building, I realized that I had passed it hundreds of times as I traversed the city in my mergers
and acquisition business duties, never giving it a second thought. Today
was different — very different. You see, during a routine physical a
lump was found in my throat, and it was determined that I needed to see a
specialist. I had a friend who just went through cancer treatment and
suggested that I go to Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center. I took
her advice. My wife and I stood before MSKCC wondering what the
appointment would hold. I was nervous and anxious, as I was only 29
years old and had never been sick a day in my life.
As I recall, the waiting area was warm and comforting, although I felt
cold and somewhat panicky inside. The hospital staff had received my
documentation from my primary care physician and was well aware of my
situation. A biopsy would be needed of the nodule in my throat, which
was about the size of a peppercorn. To make a long story short, the
biopsy came back positive for papillary carcinoma of the thyroid gland.
Not the news I was expecting to hear. If you are going to have thyroid
cancer, this is the least aggressive form of the several that are out
there. The treatment protocol does not call for radiation or
chemotherapy, but surgery. Surgery didn’t sound too bad, except that it
would be my throat that they would be cutting!
The friend who had suggested I go to MSKCC had had the same surgery
there and said that all went well for her. She actually had a plastic
surgeon on hand to do the closing, so as to minimize the potential
scarring. Having her to talk to throughout the process was a great help
in knowing what to expect. My surgery went off without a hitch as well. I
let the general surgeon close my wound, as opposed to a plastic
surgeon. Must be a guy thing!
As it turns out, this was not my last experience with cancer. I later
learned that from somewhere along the family genetic line I got a faulty
p53 gene, which has something to do with turning on and off cancer
activity in cells. As I aged, I was diagnosed with two melanomas; both
were caught in time and were removed with surgery. No need for any
radiation or chemotherapy.
Then, havoc struck again. My family and I had moved to Charleston, South
Carolina. As I was getting on a ride at the fair with my daughter, the
act of putting my arm around her snapped the bone in my right arm.
I was in such pain that I flew off the ride before it started, without
any thought of my daughter, who was only five at the time. The doctors
had determined that it was a pathological fracture, and after much
testing came up with a diagnosis of Ewing’s sarcoma, a primary bone
cancer.
I am now in remission from the bone cancer, but lost the use of my right
arm. I was looking for hope during that journey, but it was difficult
to find in those days. I am thankful for publications like the Bridges
newsletter that let us share our stories and inspire us with messages of
hope from other survivors
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